Its All to the GOOD.

In my life.. I'm notorious for changing my mind. I'm never around for anything long enough to give it my all and find out what I'm made of. Commitment just isn't my thing I guess. I'm best known to be the least dependable - not because I'm irresponsible or just dont care, but because I'm likely to no longer be on the same page I was just days before. Its not that I dont keep my word - I do.. When I acutally give it. I rarely make promises, because I dont play when it comes to those.

But I'm really sick of being mad at myself about my indecisive tendencies, my inability to start something and finish, and my addiction to newness and aversion to routine. I'd like to totally be over the whole "why cant I be like everyone else and just pick something, stick something, stay in one place...". Its just who I am. I need to get over it and focus on the positive parts of it!

For one, it makes me interesting, and bold and full of diversity - because i may not have stuck with or mastered many things, but I've tried them! It makes me well rounded and I'm ok with that. Gives me experience in areas that most people never have! Its what makes me ME. And one thing I CAN commit to, is relationships. I'm a very "relationship" type - when he's the right one. So I really dont see how its an absolute crime to not be so into static life. I'm dynamic dammit!

So its all to the good. lol

Suck it haters! lol Those that love me know that one thing about me will never change - and thats who I really love, and where my heart really lives.