Over it

I'm SO over this shit. So I'm going for it. I've decided for myself that I will not be ruled by this anxiety BS. I left that at my old house, in Annapolis. That place, those memories, my marriage - all that was taken from me. SO I'm leaving this shit there too. I felt more in control yesterday, after having another attack, I saw my kids and was fine. Like absolutely fine. It blew me but it taught me something. I'm in control. I can turn it off when I want to if I really try. So be it. Its war then.

Prayer dont hurt either.